Why do I ever doubt Him? Doubt that He loves me? Doubt that He's there for me? Doubt that He'll pull through?
Today was just an off day. I felt blah and eh and...yep, that pretty much describes it. I wished bed time could come sooner because I didn't want to sit around all night feeling sorry for myself. And to add onto that, I realized afresh how much I wanted a horse and how far away I was from ever leasing, owning, or riding one. Nothing BAD actually happened. I went shopping this morning, had nothing to stress me out, and got to go to see The Voyage of the Dawn Treader as well. But yea, I was still having a bad day.
ANYWAY, why didn't I even consider the possibility that He'd pull through? I think He likes surprises just as much as my four friends do :)
I'm playing piano and my whole family is looking at me (odd) and I can FEEL someone next to me. I finally give up playing the song (after making a good amount of blunders) and turn around and there are four of my good friends! So we had a really awesome night together playing reverse apples to apples and just hanging out.
Again, why did I doubt God?
He WANTS us to be happy. He created enjoyment.
Even when I'm pissing and moaning to Him about how bad my day is going, He loves me so much that He gives me a night I never would have expected.
Praise God, who knows love as a verb :)
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ReplyDeletethink it pretty cool that GOD has every mommnet of our lives planned out before us. And that sometimes we think He's far a way to even care about our troubles. He just seems to be close enough to us, to save us from our faults and struggles. I'm really glad to hear that the rest of your day went well Batya. =) But just remmeber to not only praise GOD when He saves you from your troubles, but to enjoy what He has brought to you, and to not let every mommnet slip a way from, without rejoicement from your lips
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